Dear Die-ary...

Today my art teacher went through some people in my class on how they're doing in their art work. Unfortunately I was the last. I bounded up to her desk when she called my name, and sat in the seat provided. She broke it to me gently: "Some of it's good, and some of it's bad." She said the first 'some' more stressed, meaning "hardly any of it's good". She then picked up my book, and went through all the horrible ones, saying how they're dire beyond belief. The only thing she said was good was my 'famous' magpie drawn in biro, shown up there^. She said how she liked it and how she showed all her friends, blah blah blah. But as that was near the beginning of the book, it made the rest of my evaluation painful. She then asked things like what I thought of my work, and why I didn't write my own self-evaluation of all my pieces. I couldn't exactly tell her, "I think all my work's absolute sh1t," as detention would soon follow. I then thought of going through my book, marking, "This is sh1t," at the bottom of each page. After her talk it made me think of trying to be an animator as a waste of time. Art is a waste of time. Should I even bother turning up to the lessons? No way, man. I cannot draw, I'm no artist. I'VE BEEN WASTING MY WHOLE LIFE DRAWING!!!!!!!! I think I'm going to do one more Vampeep comic, then give up the whole art thing. No point at all.

I was supposed to see her (the teacher) at lunchtime to 'catch up' with my work, but I couldn't bring myself to it.

Goodbye, dreams.

# Bobbin slithered back into the shadows at 3:48 PM