I'm feeling in a particullarly (sp?) dark mood today. It was all because of Kimmi, the girl that everyone likes.
Today, I was feeling mental as usual, and I was enjoying the noise of people laughing at me as I was juggling hi-lighter pens. I got bored of this eventually, and decided to make the radio 'pretty' by coloring it in using the hi-lighters. After coloring the depressing metallic grey electronical equipment into a yellow and orange happy... uh... radio. I was proud of what I had done. But Kimmi comes along, and gasps. She rubs it all out, and says that I should never do that again, unless I consault the class first. I explained it was a suprise, and so I couldn't consault the class. She then tutted her tongue, and went to check if she'd missed any of the 'mess'. I was hurt. I don't know why, I was just hurt. My eyes filled with tears, and I had to go to the bathrooms. I didn't cry, I have no use for crying, but I remained in a dark and depressive mood for the rest of the day.
Then, in PE, as we were trudging down towards the sports centre, I rushed ahead. I always try to rush, as I take flippin' ages to change my shoes (they make us change our shoes into trainers so we don't get the sports centre muddy). So I rushed ahead, covered myself in needles as I ran through a tree (a pine tree, good for me), and tried to get there first, so I didn't get to be last. Suddenly, I hear behind me...laughter? Why laughter? Whose laughter? I turn around, and see two plastics laughing at me. Probably at my legs. It's not my fault all the fat in my body's stored in my legs. My body would be near perfect, if it wasn't for the imbalance in those USELESS FLIPPIN' THINGS!!!!! So I was hurt again.
Moral of today: If someone hurts you, and you do something back to them (i.e. revenge, ignore them, etc), and they say sorry, they do not regret hurting you. They regret doing it to your face.
Now excuse me while I go self-harm.
# Bobbin slithered back into the shadows at 9:59 PM
